| To Buy
1. headphones
2. russian nesting doll drinking game - $24
3. test tube shot set - $14
4. cherry blossom duvet - $68
5. mustache mug - $10
6. cord monkey - $6
7. floating flowers duvet cover - $68
8. sheer dot full foot tights - $14
9. UO Sheet tights - $12
10. BB Dakota Hadley Romper - $80
11. Reality Bites DVD ~ $10 ??
12.
To Read
1. The Bell Jar (no need to buy, mom has a copy from when she was young!! I found it last summer in her bookshelf when I was cleaning it out)
2. Freakonomics
To Download
1. Ke$ha
2. newest Paramore cd
3. newest Taking Back Sunday |
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| Remember that time in my life I didn't eat a lot? Why did I ever stop that??
I feel so light! |
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| go to mall; figure out makeup situation
senior scholarship
mom's scholarship thing
S&S 6
S&S 10
beloved rationale
MP3 grade rationale
eleven essay (we'll see...)
study for stats pt 2 (lolz!)
redo last weeks calc homework. (i'm feeling sort of ishy on this. The test is thursday. If I redid half and did what's due monday I'd still be happy)
Gov homework - the one due monday
Gov homework - the one due a few weeks ago =X
start writing details in my planner again... now that I need to remember less stuff
loooong ass journal entry.
Its actually not as bad as it looks. My list is actually able to be accomplished if I really want to finish it.
Last night was really nice. I really like driving around at 2 in the morning to New Brunswick just to drop something at the post office. I think I might be crazy but its okay. I'm so at peace, its great.
I can't believe my Senior Prom is this week. |
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| Ryan Adams is godly. I considered downloading his entire discography tonight, but I don't want that much music on my hard drive at one time.. Eventually. I gotta listen a few albums at a time. But right now I'm listening to So Alive, and just loving life.
Tonight might have been the MOST unproductive night I've ever had. I'm sort of fried from APs though. I realized they actually do take a toll on my mental process. Even though I'm not "tired", I'm mentally exhausted and sort of just want to chill. yeah....
I watched The Wackness this afternoon. It was interesting. I don't know, it wasn't all that profound (I mean, it has Josh from Drake and Josh -__-) but it was decent. Lots of drugs, lots of feelings I can relate to. Lots of times you just want to smack people and tell them they're so fucking lame, high or not. But Mary Kate Olsen's brief performance in the movie was adorable (I love her anytime she plays a druggie!) and Josh wasn't bad at all (why did he think he was black though? Why didn't they address that as humor... his last name was Shapiro??). I thought it was a lot like Adventureland, actually ( a period piece with kitschy period piece-y music. LOVED the juxtaposition of "Can I Kick It?", the riff by Lou Reed, and Ben Kingsley's character throwing all his pills down the toilet.). Adventureland did it better, but maybe that's also because I felt that even the undeveloped characters in Adventureland were developed in comparison to the undeveloped characters of The Wackness. Whatev, whatev. I now have a new quote, which is all that matters. "I look at the dopeness in life, and you look at the wackness." Obviously.
Have I mentioned I love Ryan Adams?
"I used to be sad, now I'm just bored with you..."
Lalala. Life is so strange! |
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| I have so many pent up feelings right now.. I have been unable to express myself due to the RIDICULOUS amount of work ahead of me. I don't really know what to do about that. I'm almost desensitized. Although I realize if I survive tomorrow, that's pretty much half the battle of this year. If I survive this week, I have mostly everything under control. I've partied hard, now I need to prove to myself (and ONLY myself, thank-you-very-much Mrs. V and Mrs. U) that I have the capability to sit down, and focus. And for the past 6 hours, I've proved myself right. I think I'm going to go finish the second to last section of gov (only 65 pages! -_____-) and then write a really long journal entry about everything. I swear I'd write about it here if I had the time.
I can't believe its all starting to come down to this. Damn. |
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I'm going to New York University next year (just like my home girl Blair over there). I'm really excited to be living in the city. I work hard, and party just as hard. Important balance in my life. I'd like to think I'm pretty friendly so comment me anytime if you want to know anything else :D
